People say , we'll definitely find the good in goodbye .
I guess i never will , because i was'nt even given the chance to bid the last goodbye .
Time Flies . Today marks a week that you've been cremated . Seems like it was just yesterday that you left me . Because when i think of you , all the images of you are still so vivid & clear . Fresh wound to my heart , i know . Time heals the pain , i know . But how long am i going to wait ? Do people actually know how time slowly crawls during the lowest peak in your life ? Every second i think of you hurts me so bad , i wish i could go to heaven with you as well . I dont want you to be lonely at all . Everyday after work , i'll definitely try to make it home early hoping you'll appear in front of me once again . At the very least , i want to just feel your presence still at home . I just want to see you one more time to make all the 'missing you' worthwhile . Pain is when i miss you so much knowing you will never appear in front of me ever again . Reminds me of that very moment i watch your coffin being pushed into the cremation chamber , reality speaked for itself that i'll never see you again .
Everyone said you've gone to a better place , heaven i call it .
But who would want their loved ones to go to a better place instead of staying by them ?
xx
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